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Mostly this is just me talking about some of the more negative thoughts that go through my mind in bouts of depression.  I will likely update this every once in a while, to show that depression takes many different forms and all are just as valid.  It helps me work through those thoughts if I write them down somewhere, I think.

So, I've been drawing a lot more (though not necessarily posting it here on DA) and I've been thinking.  I mostly post my art for myself, to see how I've grown as an artist (especially my coloring and shading).  I also post for my friends, so they can see what I've been working on and give me pointers on how to better it.  I don't care about favs or comment numbers, just knowing that my friends have seen my work makes me happy.  Now, I will admit... there are times when I get no hints that anyone has seen some of my work and that makes me a little sad, because I worry it got lost in the mess that is DA sometimes or that it was just skipped over.  I'm not asking my friends to just drop whatever they're doing and comment or fav or anything like that.  That would be silly.  No, I just need to remember that my art, first and foremost, is for me.

So, I play Final Fantasy 14: A Realm Reborn.  It was the first MMO that I really enjoyed playing, so much so that I pre-ordered the expansion before it came out (and I rarely pre-order anything).  But there is a single person in our Free Company who is kinda irking me.  He is a friend of another friend, so I don't feel I have the right to speak up about him much.  His tone is very condescending towards me.  There are three major times I have noticed it.  Once was pretty early on.  I had decided, at that time, to not worry about trying to get further in my Relic Weapon quest (pretty much, to get a powerful and sparkly weapon) because it was more difficult then I wanted to deal with yet.  He commented that it was very weird that I didn't want to get the most powerful weapon in the game (at that time) and I said that I just didn't need it.  I wasn't in this game for that kind of stuff, I was in it for the story and my friends.  A bit later, after the expansion came out, I was trying to find a way to get to something.  I mentioned that I was having trouble and asked a different friend for help.  He states, in this condescending voice, that I needed to get on the roof.  I mentioned that I had tried and fell off, so I had assumed there was a different path up there.  He just stated "no."  The third, and most recent, time was just yesterday.  I mentioned that since they "nerfed" the Relic Weapon quest to make it a little easier that I would try and work on it, he questioned why I would even bother, since the weapons from the expansion are, stat-wise, better.  I said that I just liked the way the later Relic Weapons looked that I would just make my best stat weapon look like the Relic one.  He seemed like he wanted to reply, but when two of my friends backed me up on it, stating they were planning the same thing, he backed off.  He just seems like one of those people who feels everyone should play the game the same way he does and if they don't, they're doing it wrong.  I hate people like that.  Yes, I understand that there are "rotations" to help you deal the most damage but that doesn't mean I have to do them.  Its things like that, that make me glad to be a healer since there is no "rotation", you just keep an eye on everyone and heal.
  • Mood: Tense
  • Listening to: MLP Music
  • Reading: Land of Stories 3
  • Watching: anime and random movies
  • Playing: Final Fantasy 14, Monster Hunter 4 and LoZ MM
  • Eating: Stuff
  • Drinking: Sunkist Orange


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Roselite Maia Matalica
Artist | Hobbyist | Varied
United States
Current Residence: Alabama
deviantWEAR sizing preference: Extra Large
Favourite genre of music: J-Pop and J-rock as well an any anime music, my boyfriend's singing
Favourite photographer: Itchino-chan
Operating System: MSDOS and Windows Vista
MP3 player of choice: 80gig IPOD classic
Wallpaper of choice: MLP and video games
Favourite cartoon character: Danny Phantom, Sora & Roxas, Hisoka and Tsuzuki from YnM, Most MLP:FiM characters (minus Gilda and Trixie)
Personal Quote: "Fire ze missles!" - End of the World

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dayamond567 Featured By Owner Aug 4, 2015  Hobbyist Artist
Here is a drawing I did for you I hope that you really like…
Roselite Featured By Owner Aug 4, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
That sounds like me, actually.  :D  I tend to make friends super quickly!  <3
Sunnibutt Featured By Owner Jul 15, 2015  Student Digital Artist
Hey, happy uber late birthday, my laptops been busted! But I still luvs Chu!
Roselite Featured By Owner Jul 15, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks Sunni!  That means a lot!
Sunnibutt Featured By Owner Jul 15, 2015  Student Digital Artist
You're welcome honey, um sorry I missed it.
Roselite Featured By Owner Jul 16, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
Its cool.  Been busy for a while, so I almost missed it myself.
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Kay-I Featured By Owner Jun 4, 2015  Student Digital Artist
Happy Birthday!
Roselite Featured By Owner Jun 4, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
LetaDarnell Featured By Owner Jun 4, 2015
Happy B-day!
Roselite Featured By Owner Jun 4, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks Leta
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